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So i don't remember if i said, but when i thought i was hearing ghosts, it turns out i wasn't. I was hearing real live people. And they can hear my thoughts and talk to me that way. It's the strangest thing that i've ever discovered but it's been going on for some time now. I'm some kind of telepathic. There are so many people like this it's crazy, but i only hear them when they talk to me that way. I don't hear their thoughts like they always are hearing my thoughts just when they respond to mine. It's long distance and short distance. I've been found before and spoken about or to me nearby, just not ever to my face. Although i turned and looked at one of them once because they were standing near to me. And they called me out on it once in a parking garage when i was in the car leaving and i could hear them nearby and what they said had meaning to me. They said i was too loud and used a secret name.
Any body else out there that's had this same experience just feel free to let me know. Or if you know anyone that is the way i am.
It took me a long time to control it again after it broke out all over the place and i ended up in the hospital for it. It's not so bad now and i only get interferred with when i'm just sitting thinking or am trying to go to sleep. They had all sorts of ideas about personality that were new to me so i knew i wasn't going crazy. And i know two of them but have never spoken about it directly. One of them is only a friend of a friend. This also made me aware that it wasn't just me losing it. They said he was my husband. They have odd ideas about that. They say i'm loud when i'm just thinking. They call this oddity an Isic, i don't know how to spell it and i know, it's weird. They call me a busted puppet. This also let me know i wasn't so crazy because the other friend of mine goes by that name and uses it as his email. Now i know what it means. However, they also called me a paper dove so maybe i'm just different.
I've recently started going through my paper diaries to pick out all the weird little ESP, dreams, and strange coincidences and just plain weird experiences I've had and written down since around the mid 1970s.
If anyone in this community would care to drop in to my journal and let me know if they have had any similar experiences or have any input on how to control or develop my very mild abilities I'd appreciate it.
Does anyone here know anything about control totems or other items that are used to control another person, especially their emotions and/or sense of self?
I have a friend who I think might have this problem and so I am looking for whatever information I can find.
Many years ago now when I was a boy I lived in an area of South East London and I used to go to school there. I cannot remember my exact age but I guess it would be between the ages of 7 and 10. I remember standing in the playground with a group of friends, the clouds were grey, fat and hung low in the sky and I recall seeing a ball of fire come from the clouds and fall to the ground.
To me it seems that this thing had fallen in a fenced off piece of waste ground and so after school a few friends and I went exploring this area looking for what had fallen, we never did find anything, and ever since I have wondered several things.
1: Did I just imagine it?
2: At that age my perception of distance would have been poor so did I actually see something but mistook WHERE I saw it.
I don’t know if this post is worthy of this forum but at the time I felt it was odd and something outside the realms of normalcy.
Thought I share these while I still remember them. :)
When I was pregnant & I was relaxing in the living room. I casually looked into the hallway & saw a silhouette of a tall person for a couple of seconds. I was by myself at the time. When I told my mom about it, she told me that she remembers reading something in the past...that pregnant women are more likely to encounter spirits. She then added, that it meant the mother is (more or less) meeting the spirit that their child will take over. I remember being calm when I saw it. It was a strange feeling. Is what my mom said true?
Another time, I was working for my dad in a restaurant and I turned around to look at him as he was cooking on the stoves. I suddenly saw a figure of a short, chinese person standing next to the dining room door, dressed in clothes from a different era. That literally lasted a split second, as I turned away & did a second take in disbelief. He looked a lot like my grandpa (whom I never met).
When I lived with my family, there were times where I would see a black figure in animal form at random. My family had a lot of cats & dogs that would die of old age or illness. I always assumed that if it wasn't just my imagination, then maybe I was seeing my border collie & cats.
Those times always felt eerie, something where I would want to find out more, but I already know I can't see things if I try to force myself to. It's always a dead end. :P
HI! I don't know if this belong in this community, if not...just kick me out!
Let me describe my history a little...when I used to work in a restaurant, that's where I got most of my social contact. Sometimes I could sense something is going to go wrong with a customer (the moment I made eye contact when they walked through the door), like they'll end up having a confrontation with another customer...or having an emergency where they had to up & go ASAP. Never thought much about it at the time. I don't work in such an environment now, so I haven't been around many people in the last few years. ( Read more...Collapse )
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I have been hit with a particular question over and over and so now am going to leave this question open to everyone else so see what information I can find.
What are dreams?
Any and all information you have concerning dreams, theories you have, informative experiences (even if you don't know what to make of it), and anything else concerning dreams and how/why they work would greatly be appreciated no matter how insignificant or obvious you may think it is.
Thanks in advance for whatever you can give me.
I am slightly confused, looking for some insight and opinions :)
I'm young, only close to sixteen years old.
I have always felt "different" from others, even when I was a child.
I used to have imaginary friends, which I now know were really spirits that I was sensing.
I have a way of "knowing" things about people, places, that I haven't been told.
I've had what I now know to be called a spirit guide, since about a year ago
I believe I have some precognition, because I often have déja vu or strong 'feelings' about things that I go by.
I cannot be in crowds too long, they make me extremely anxious and tired. I believe this is because of their emotions that I'm sensing.
I often have visions, usually related to a person's relationship with their boyfriend or girlfriend. I have not been wrong about one.
I had a few visions of my current boyfriend before I met him. I believe he is my soul mate, he can help ease the pain of all my abilities.
Recently, someone I knew as barely an acquaintance, contacted me because he believed that I was a natural. After he'd explained this to me he had a strange dream in which evil spirits told him to cease speaking to me because they believed I was a threat to them, and he was helping me. He said that in many cases when conversing with spirits he has overheard them speaking about me, and he thinks that I have very powerful talent.
This friend started helping me control my gifts, explain things about them to me. We discovered that I'm very limited because of a huge "wall" that can block my gift at times.
I had a vision that this block was originally put in place by a family member from my past, perhaps the woman who the gift originally derived from. I wonder if she was doing this to protect me, or if she wants to keep my abilities from being used.
I am seeking advice about the following:
-How do I control my gifts properly?
-is there a way to break these limits set in place by the wall?
-can someone give me more information about empathy, precognition, and spirits?
-has anyone heard about a spirit war?
-also, my spirit guide disappeared.. is there any way to retrieve him?
-help with discovering past lives.
-do soul mates have accompanying gifts? is there a way of finding out more about him in a past life?
thank you very much, and have a great day. I appreciate any help that you can give me